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An open letter

<Alicia> Welp, I guess this is a coming out letter as well as a blog introduction.

Please remember the site is still under construction, missing a lot of CSS, the RSS feed, and a lot of emacs lisp code.

So, I’m plural, OK? Let’s rip off the band-aid already. I’ve been this way for about year and a half now, it hasn’t gotten away no matter how hard I tried to ignore it, I’m tired of pretending that I’m not, not like anyone cares about what I am or not, but honestly, I just needed to fucking come forward with it because I have just feeling like a god damned schizo or a depression copium for a while now, specially these last weeks where Junko has been fronting for the majority of the time and she has been foreign to us until now.

It’s no secret my mental health has been deteriorating for the last few months, and I honestly just have felt like a mess and baggage to others. I’ve not wanted to share how schizo I felt I was just for being in this situation, and honestly, you are free to tell me how crazy I am, can’t give enough of a shit anymore.

This has all lead to finally, accepting the situation as it is, for better and for worse, as confident as I feel that I’m gonna manage things better now, I’m in fear of what people close to me will take this. If you are someone who has to deal with us regularly or is interested in our system, you can learn a bit more about us.

<Junko> alright, i take it off from here to explain the workings of this blog and what's it for.

basically this is an ungodly mix of .org, .html, .css (coming soon tm) and emacs lisp. most of the entries are written in emacs’ org mode.

the way it works is: i write most of the pages in comfy org mode (except for the heading, which is concatenated html), and the emacs lisp builder script, using ox-publish will turn it into the webpage you are currently seeing. this was accomplished thanks to the systemcrafter’s article on the topic, along with a bit of looking around.

this webpage is being worked on by anuma and me, and it’ll be updated at the pace either of us feels, probably will work on having a decent layout next, and css shortly after.